paxil, my love, my dearest...

So, coming off of paxil on my own apparantly is a bad thing.(yes, i've been on paxil... since december the 9th) This is my 2nd attempt at coming off of it and everything is trying my patience today... multiple things are starting to go wrong and all i can do is read things that were apart of the past. I want to leave alabama... just leave. I'm sick of practically everyone here.

I haven't exactly wrote one of these in nearly 2 months so here's some updates-

i have h.pylori... go look it up.

i am quitting school due to health reasons... don't bother talking me out of it, i've made up my mind... i will be getting my g.e.d. so it's not like i'm a "drop out" per say and i'm going to go to college too.

i have a prego kitty that is due any day now

i am going to change my cell phone number... hopefully tomorrow(because i don't want certain individuals to have my number anymore)

oh and next week i'm going to have a "procedure" done in dothan... hopefully i'll live this time. well lets just say i felt near death last time i had this done. woot.

thats all i can think of at the moment but i'm sure there's more but its not like anyone will actually read this anyways.. so why bother?


i hate feeling depressed...