Omg, I just had the best weekend of my life to this point. I finally got to see him and find out what it's like to really touch him without a computer screen between the two of us. It was amazing... even if we did stay in a crack motel with a shower that had a.d.d. and had other issues like a nonworking door, blown light bulbs, missing lamp shades, and beautiful graffiti on the walls... oh and the mural on the ceiling of the male genitalia! hehe, anyways, i didn't care about all that... just as long as he was there. As soon as he left, it hurt... like, alot. I was crying before they even left the parking lot and pretty much the entire way home and even now off and on. I woke up, he wasn't there. I look beside me, he's not there. I reach for his hand, it's not there...
I'm already attached to him... obviously. I love him so much and i can't wait till next Saturday when i hope to see him again. I'm just so blown away at how everything just worked out perfectly between the two of us.... just, wow.
i love you baby! i know it's a bit of a delayed reaction for this comment lol. but i just wanted to leave one on your blog -pop!- there goes ur blog cherry. hehe
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