omg the insanity is progressing!

i hate this and i feel like something's wrong. idk, maybe i'm trying too hard or not hard enough. this whole attached thing sucks because it hurts when you don't get enough time to say what you need to say. i just wanna know that everything's ok and that i'm worrying over nothing. i don't want to lose you and i feel like i'm going to. see there, i'm paranoid. i just want to talk to you more :(

anyways, today i'm going to the doctor for this mysterious bug bite on my stomach... i'm hoping that staph won't set up. is it usual for a large red globe looking thing to form around a bite?no, guess it isn't... it's not pretty either. not that a bite would be... but yeah, you get what i'm saying.

hmm, now for my current plans. tonight courtney wants to take our weekly trip to enterprise and we're wanting to kidnap kyle to take along. we'll end up being savages at rue21 and probably get kicked out of wal-mart. just watch. last night i dropped by kyles to give courtney something because she was there....they were there alone. haha, no telling what i disturbed lol . me and kyle nearly fell in the pool...which has about a foot of water in it...that wouldn't have been good. we laugh like the entire time when we're all together, even if we are acting like old farts the whole time. like yesterday at lunch, we nearly died. kayla is now the chuck norris of the bees, btw. she trapped one in sarahs dressing with a cup! speaking of dressing, next week will be great because i don't have school wed-friday. i don't have college all week! and i don't have work thursday or friday. oh and next week is thanksgiving...yay! which means that i get to crowd around my pops side of the family and watch the thanksgiving parade and quite possibly football on the lowest volume you could possibly imagine, because for some reason, they don't watch tv at a level to where you can really hear it (yeah i know right, you'd think that they'd have it going wide open) . old people these days,...

i need to work at some point today too... maybe even get in some extra hours so that i won't have to work 4 hours tomorrow. i like having money.... i just don't like working, guess that doesn't make me special though because who does like working anyways? lol. work isn't really as terrible as i make it out to be sometimes though. it's just boring as fuck (not the kind of boring when you have nothing to do, just the kind that makes you want to pull your hair out and/or count to a trajillion instead of what you really have to do) it's ok though... i usually distract one of my coworkers into this long assed conversation that occupies me for a while... and when i'm not doing that, i'm either texting or listening to my ipod while i'm filing or writing damn numbers on a bajillion papers. yes i know that i make up numbers that don't exist. or do they?

haha, i bet this is the most i've randomly typed in a while. sorry for all the bad grammar, idc though. i have a 96 in english so yeah, i'm capable of more. i should do this more often... it cheers me up somehow. i guess it feels like i'm talking to someone... idk. i'm weird. maybe it feels like i'm just talking to myself? lol
oh and cody, when and if you read this, what's that song called that goes like "if you were dead or still alive, i don't care... i don't care" i know you know this song because you randomly typed that line in the other day.
i heard it on the radio yesterday and adored it... i want it.
ok well mom has surrendered breakfast-related foods over to me
bai